Some days, you just want to be plain lazy, even when you are at work or whatever.
Like while away your time, laze around, maybe sleep a bit, stretch a little- O languorous summer afternoons, how I crave for thee...
I wish I was at home, watching TV or the Bridget Jones movie which I missed, an egg sandwich in hand, a cup of hot milky coffee, the right sugar, the right filtering, and coffee should be Bru - No nescafe, no Maxwell, no nothing else!
I wish my F was not sick and didnt have to miss his school. I wish I could lose all the weight that I wish to lose. I wish I could drive as well as I imagine. I wish I was in Bangalore with my mommie darling, I wish I had a magic wand and make Fa see the light of reason, I wish Fa could balance between mommie and her hubby, I wish I also lost weight, I wish I won a lottery, I wish I qualified for his certifications soon and got the wunderjob that he wants, I wish I could fly, I wish I had a bunch of maid of orleans[ jasmine] on my table right now, I wish I was eating soanpappadi[ only haldiram's] right now, I wish I could join Bharathanatyam classes again, I wish I could take singing lessons, I wish I could complete the book I so want to write, I wish I could go skiing in the alpines, I wish could decorate my home with fresh roses every single day, I wish my dying Fern would revive, I wish at least one of the RamaThulasi sprouts made it to a big plant on my window sill, I wish I could always wear glass bangles, rainbow colours, even to office, I wish N's baby got well soon, I wish Sure got a job, I wish someone could walk, I wish V would reconcile his differences with his gf and marry soon and have babies, first a girl and then a boy, I wish S's hubby wasn't impotent, I wish Mishmas to get married soon, I wish Me to find her bearings, set her priorities right and get married to a normal decent person, I wish I could learn to play Papa kehte hai on guitar, I wish I and me died together at the same moment, I wish we live to be real old and real happy and real healthy and F and I are well settled and fulfilled in life, I wish we both walk hand in hand till the end of time and disappear on the sands of time, I wish I could see Bi and Bi and S and R, I wish I wouldn't have wrinkles even when I turn 50 or 60, like Shobha de or Vandana Luthra, I wish I could go on a world tour every year from this year, I wish I could build our dream home, and wake up to the sounds of bird twitters and stream gurgles every single morning, I wish I could be an author like Paulo Coelho, write biennial books, have the same will and righteousness in life, I wish I won the booker, pulitzer or nobel for writing, I wish I would live a fulfilled and enlightened person, I wish... I wish ...I wish...
I wish for the stars, I reach for them...
Some day I will be truly free....
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